I am not a fool although i've been called one . I am not a bitch although i've been called that too. I am open hearted too lots of things and people. Just to have them all stab me in the heart and rip it out . Then when they are done they ask whats wrong with me ! there is nothing wrong with me i just don't feel the pain any more i can't it does not exsits my soul is dark now and there is no comeing back and i'm ok with that . I like where i am i am used to being here it is safe for me here where ther words don't hurt me here. yes it's dark here but i like the dark where i can walk along the shadows of life. And be at peace in the rain and the bloodred sky of hatetred. I am a fallen angle and that is ok. I hide the pain from the people that know me but not well enough for me to tell them . For the people that really know me know the pain i'm in and why and those how have caused it . They know the true darkside of me. I have been called many things some too hurtfull to say so i will keep them here in the darkest part of my heart